藍月的後花園

這是一篇純發洩悶氣的文。想看動漫相關的朋友大可跳過，想聽好音樂則不需理會文字直接點擊下面兩段youtube便可。(這是什麼導讀？)

近日因工作關係有點小煩惱和無奈，雖不是什麼大不了的事，但我真不明白某些人待人處事怎會如此沒品格？無奈這些人正正是阻礙他人前進的人，還要一貫自我中心，彷彿其他人都需圍著他們轉似的。憑什麼？！

充滿無力感的時候，聽Ramin的歌很有感觸，尤其是這兩首《Guiding Light》和《Constant Angel》。在我迷失時，可以找到指引我的光和守護天使嗎？

Guiding Light (Original by Muse)

  Pure hearts stumble

  In my hands they crumble
  Fragile and stripped to the core
  I can't hurt you anymore

  Loved by numbers
  You're losing life's wonder
  Touched like strangers detached
  I can't feel you anymore

  The sunshine trapped in our hearts
  It could rise again
  But I'm lost, crushed, cold and confused
  With no guiding light left inside
  Ooh 
  You were my guiding light
  
  Oh, when comfort and warmth can't be found
  I still reach for you
  I'm lost, crushed, cold and confused
  With no guiding light left inside

  You were my guiding light
  You were my guiding light
  When there's no guiding light left inside
  When there's no guiding light in our lives

Constant Angel 

  I have watched you fall through those tender years

  And every time I thought there must be more that I could do
  You've found a light a different way out there in front of you

  I am in your eyes just that close to you
  And now I see you innocence against a troubled sky
  Everything you once believed is now a question why
  It's okay

* Don't lose your faith
  Don't turn away
  Everything that makes you who you are will not lead you astray
  When it gets cold too dark to see
  Reach in your soul and find me there
  I'll always be your constant angel, your constant angel

  Who could ask the years to keep its truth from you
  There will be times you won't believe in much of anything
  That's when you'll find the grace of God in just surrendering
  It's okay (*)
 
  In every prayer
  I am constantly there with you (*)

Ramin是基督徒，這張專輯是他對宗教和生命的感受。Playbill網站在2012年6月12日有這樣的一篇訪問，很有意思：

Q: The album feels quite serious and emotional.

RK: Yes, for me it is about remorse, redemption and rites of passage. It's about finding ourselves — we're always finding ourselves. I have no regrets about anything that's happened, though — all of it makes me what I am today, and hopefully I will just keep growing.

好希望我也能對自己更有自信、更堅強(但不要狂妄自我，如某些自我中心的人那樣)，並且有堅持的力量，繼續努力做好自己。